by Ashley Shearer
I speak for women, because I am a woman.
I’m not here to convert you, Im just going to write about my personal experience with Womb power, and wisdom.
Somewhere in the vast darkness of the spaces of each individual molecule, the score is being kept. Some place, the points are observed, then taken to a kind of bank.
Who will cash out your energy as a currency, enabling their life to be better than yours? What makes you think your hearts are so damned greedy? What authority figure in your life sounds most like the voice in your head saying these things?
No one can take your choice away, woman, not even government. Some force in nature gave you free will to become a receiver. That energy could allow you, if harnessed and used properly, to attract the love and life you want.
You receive, and that is not inherently bad, or evil. It is the feminine root power working through you. It is the same grounding force that says, “stay alive.” when you’re giving the world your creations; your art, your children.
You give one person your attention that long and you think youre being greedy now? Nah ma, you deserve it. We can decide at some point, we are not meant to be only one persons energy reservoir throughout our entire lifespan.
Maybe one at a time, but not just one. Some aren’t ready for us women to step into our raw power. The trick is to own every big and little choice we make.
Mistakes have a large scale which all shitty behaviour may fall under, but the fact remains that humans are not wrong based on their perception of the universe. If you want multiple husbands/partners, no one should be judging you unless you choose to shame yourself, amiright?
In this day and age we need more women to stand their ground. We need more people, in general, to feel the raw magnetism pulling them, holding them to the ground by their feet.
You can have one partner and truly be happy, but that doesn’t mean you should resort to shaming other women who cant get the nourishment they need from one partner. And often, that nourishment comes from sharing time and space in our wombs. In men the Don Tien, a space where chi is stored, is said to be depleted after sharing their sexual energies with a partner.
So, where is our chi space and where does that leave the women of the world?
HOLD IT RIGHT THERE
The energy that flows through your womb changes through what you injest, the weather, and *surprise, surprise* making babies, menses, and having sex.
If you are sexually active the power flow will be affected by your partners chi levels as well.
Joe Schmoe is not a battery who can provide you with all the affection and life force you need, contrary to your belief about him being a Bad-Ass Wizard, ahem. But he could very well be depleting your natural energy flow. Neither can Henry IV; The alchemical system wont allow it, the levels slowly fluctuating in the dark. Together Joe Schmoe and Henry IV can give you everything you need to be happy, except yourself! They cant give you, YOU! They can probably lead you to the water (naaahmean?) after they made you cry (with triggers, of course, they’ll say they can’t ‘make’ you cry) a thousand times, but it wont be long before you realize that water is your tears, your blood. They irrigated your fields to grow their crop.
We need to recognize that sometimes, we cant provide it all. Sometimes we can. Sometimes we see it, sometimes we are too drained to care about seeing it.
Its all in how we feel about it, and sometimes, science cannot explain that.
Women do battle everyday. The war has gone on for far too long. How much have you given, that your body feels depleted and you just feel drained? Why do you not allow yourself the solitude to keep you safe in your own head?
Could the remedy that expands or contracts that be a more soothing, silent, submissive partner? Could it be a more dominating one, or three or five?
Could it be a more disciplined daily routine prepared distinctly for you, for your eyes only, for the careful distribution of your own life force energy? You are the one who knows what thrills you, goddess.
No matter what is happening around you, to you or *because* of you – stop feeling bad because of decisions you have made. Realize you’re here and now and dwelling on the past makes you love yourself and whoever youre with a little less, in this moment.
That’s what ‘they’ wanna see though, right? You love yourself a little less.
LOVE YOURSELF A LITTLE MORE EACH DAY.
Take back the throne in your heart space. Some people are stuck in a cycle of Giving because at some point they learned it wasn’t ok to take. It wasn’t even ok to take care of themselves.
They need to learn, and believe me, I’m learning too. I am because you are. As long as we keep pushing, then even losing the war (which isnt going to happen) won’t feel half as bad because we tried.
Try for the next seven generations of daughters, and flow-ers.
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all Images from the book ‘Habibi’
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